This really sux cuz I have a whack of babes lightin up my msn etc. These white girls I keep meeting are whack yo... they are some freaky deaky type honies. I am weeding through the various chicks right now trying to figure out who I wanna deal with and who I wanna kick to the curb.I am not the most cultured brotha but I think I can git er done when the time comes. I am used to just picking up drunk girls at the bar and bringing em back to my crib to get my groove on ya know? But I am trying real hard to be the Shepard just kidding a lil pulp fiction reference there. So yeah I am trying to broaden my horizons and institute and bit of class in my life so I can get with these classy babes and not sound like a tard when we chat about things.
When people look at me they think, that brutha is into hip hop and r&b but in reality I like most kinds of music. I think I get profiled real easy cuz I look kinda gangsta. Deep down I wish I was like one of these brothers that was well dressed, short hair, fly ride etc but that ain't me. I am much more rough around the edges.
My father is an English professor at Wayne State University and my mom works in the hospital. Sometimes it feels like too much work to try and fit in and not be the stereotypical brother but its really hard. Maybe I should learn how to sing or something... something to make me stand out from everyone else and not be so stereotypical.
Maybe I just need some nice white girls to tone me down a bit... to culture me up a bit. Sometimes I feel jealous of other guys that have an easier time fitting in with these preppy upscale girls. But then again, I get a lot of chicks because a lot of girls are attracted to bad ass looking guys. So far dealing with these girls online, I am getting a lot of inquiries but most of these girls don't seem very sincere. None of them seem like relationship material to me. I will still take em out and throw it in them etc... but I am really looking for someone I can hook up with and marry.
Ok wow I feel better now that I have said this. I have never really talked about this kind of stuff before but it's much easier here doing it for strangers. Dispite how I sound, or how I look, or how many girls I get, what I am really looking for is love :/
